Jul 1, 2008

A Realization...

What I just told my best friend, Annie...

A Realization...

use me Father (12:22:32 AM): and I'm growing and changing...
use me Father (12:22:54 AM): and Im learning it's okay to admit that I'm not always 100% happy with my current situation
use me Father (12:23:01 AM): that I love Jesus, yet I long for the Full Redemption
use me Father (12:23:22 AM): that I love my calling,and wouldn't trade what I've been through for ANYTHING, yet at times I don't feel whole...
use me Father (12:23:25 AM): and I'm not supposed to...
use me Father (12:23:32 AM): because we don't belong here in this fallen world
use me Father (12:23:38 AM): and admitting that doesn't mean I don't love Jesus
use me Father (12:23:49 AM): or that I can't be a spokesperson for a proper theology of suffering
use me Father (12:23:57 AM): it just makes me a better candidate to do it

Lord, I really am learning, aren't I?

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